sincerelyyours

I couldn't open my mouth to speak, so I wrote it out in letters
4 letters to be exact..written acrossed my wrist
See these tears? They're fucking real, I can't offer you much better
these letters written with tears..are the reason i exist
You left me with this emptiness, I can't explain the content of the hole
your name is acceptable but one thing you lack is a  soul...
I hope one day you pass away and your crossing over is hell
but crossing over is another story , lets leave that book on the shelf
All this shit you put me through, you just had to have me fall for you
but falling for you is like haveing the hammer fall onto the bullet...its killing me
So where am I supposed to go from here? What am I supposed to do?
you know i never knew razor blades could sing..but they keep the sweetest harmony
So off with my anger and into the skin. Watch me bleed this unwanted feeling.
each wound it whispers softly "you know we are nothing short of revealing"
I'm smiling now because I hate you. I made myself believe I really hate you.
but hates a four letter word and theres no swearing aloud in my house
I wish you could see what you do to me. It's finally got me on my knees.
and now ill be grounded for spilling blood on my blouse
I refuse to be locked up by you or by childish rules. This bloodspill liberates me ...
cuz with my  love letters of hate on my wrist i scribble F R E E
I hit the floor with a fist and I whispered, "There's no place like home"
in a house full of strangers i feel so alone
my flesh wounds sing lullabys as night turns to day
I take a final breath and I slowly fall away.